unwell

"you've messed up my mental health, now i'm quite unwell!"-lilly allen:smile- that's songs lyric could be reflection for my condition last day...when i knew that you still can't put your love to me for certain..that just because of my past.. that's enough make me shock and quite frustation...my expectation was wrecked suddenly..hiks..so.now i begin to move back..forget all that fucking expectation... but why your sense always come when i tried to dump you boys,,, huwaaa,,,, sucks! you really really crumble my expectation!!!