I'm BACK!!

haaaay blogger..since about more one year i leaved this blog, finally i'm back to try sharing everythings happened in my life..because now i feel that i have no privacy space to express and share anything. i always shared in my twitter, but..hmm..my bf always complainned about what i wrote!sometimes i feel uncomfortable, and i feel that he closed every spaces for me to share.so, now i try to begin write this blog again as a safe place for sharing everything.as you know, my fiends and of course my BF haven't known yet that i started to write this blog again.hehehe...so it will be SAFE!!!!

okeey, i'll start to tell what happened in my life shortly for more one last year..just fyi, i've had a new relationship for 9 months with my bestfriend, he's Pandu Yudhistira..i really thanksfull that Allah has given him to me. he really loves me, he cares,kind,smart, and many words to explain him. but we often in trouble, especially in a few week ago. i don't know why, i feel that he's more temprament. that's why i prefer to keep this hurt by writing notes in twitter, and then i more prefer to write in blog, *like i said before, my twitter is not safe anymore as a privacy place for me. i may not cry when i sad, i may not write anything what i feel.i'm oppressed!!!!!

sometimes i want to scream as loud as i can!!!i'm tired, but i can't go from him. he has given a lot of happiness in my life,it can't be denied!! so, i chose to stay by his side...because of my big love for him..here is my Pandu...

hmm...for your information, now i'm having a bad feeling to him..don't know why..he hurt me...:((
ok..enough for today..he chat me in YM..maybe we will repair bad communication that happened before...see yaaa...