new..new..

huwaaaa...finally my ankle boots sandals is born..iiihhihihih...really satisfied...but, when will i use it?think suddenly..
hmm...?!anyone have idea??

hmm..where will i go by using this..?!

or this...hmm..it's quite formal..isn't it?

anyone have a good idea to help me where i should wear this lovely ankle boots sandals....?!

everyone strange

i feel like in different condition..feel like not hommy at all there..everyone strange..everyone are bad mood..what happend with today??today make my mood so bad..huff!!!

from innocent to brutally..

last nite i watched premier of VIRGIN 2 movie..at Planet Hollywood..(sorry i was late to publish this post..(26.05.2009)..it's not a porn movie,but like a triller movie..heheheh..but so far it's so awesome..

she is my bestiest..amink..

i met my idol..FITRI TROPIKA..and took some pict with her..happy...she's so kind..

and we also met RAYMON Y.T, , wow..he's so cute..hehe..
bad news,,i got worse accident..i crashed a car front of my car on the way to go home..God..i was really shock..and it makes my mental unhealt..really unwell till now..that accident left trauma in my mind..hiks..wish that God was planing to me a wonderfull plan for the future..amin...

love with my own way..

i really love him like i love her much..there's no expectation to have more relationship than now..i have enough got fun,safety, and comfort with this my own love way..

love her much

love him much also..like love her...

ps : only me that know how to love someone with own way...and its my own way to love someone beloved..never try to have more expectation of our relationship..just want to enjoy this way..LOVE YOU.....

the second meet

yipiie...i had a second meet with him..today i got to go the Djakarta Theatre..hmm..prepare a good performance..hihi..it a must...

LADIES DAY..

huwaaa..today is one of my wonderfull day that GOD has been given to me..yeah..today i get much fun with my LADIES at MOI..first destiniation is watch 3D Movies at Blitz Megaplex..but that plan is failed, beacuse on of us hasn't arrived..so, we just get lunch there,chatting and sharing and of course gossiping..hahaha..and absolutely we take some photos there..we did the crazy things...hahaha!

finally...

yeah..finally i told him that i love him..but..i said that i love him like i love my best pal...said that i love him because you can make me sad and of course you can make me happy..like my best friend (amink in case) always do..i wish that he can understand what i mean..and tonight i'm with him to give him support of his task..i accompany him by chatting in messenger..hehehe..i hope it is true..i wish that i do is the best way...amin..

good girl!

just want to say "i'm happy..trying to be a good girl to everyone..except no one.."
so..if i do something nice to "you" suddenly, you don't need to wonder...i just try to do something best to everyone..just want to be a loveable person to everyone..so never put more trust on me..even though i have feeling to you actually..but never think that i'll give a big trust on you...(today i give you more care..i ask you about breakfast, and i buy a cake for your breakfast..never put more trust on me about that)

familly saturday..

yeah..feel happy today..coz i've got a new hand made shoes which i ordered last saturday..yippiieee...it's so nice..!really like it!

good hand made shoes..hihiii..really love it!thanks scarpe

just have some relax at Taman Suropati

with my lovely mom and cousins..

and today is full of familly day.. i spent all of time in this day with my lovely family...and it's better than other....happy so..

i have you in my day..

i have a hard routines in my life..like as a lot of assignment from my studies...fiiuh..!but in the routines that can make me stress, I can still laugh and feel enjoy to face it .. all this because I have you .. i always get fun beside you .. you are that I have besides my family every day. .you always be here,always beside me when i feel sad and happy..always be here when i need some support.. thanks d'ladies .. I love you all ...

a few of d'ladies

dekons girl @beach party (dekonstruksi 2nd birthday party)

@dekonstruksi beach party

a few of Dekons Girls..(d'ladies)

me,jewe,amink.(subhan),niar,fanny

amink,me,fanny,puti,jewe,mirili,niar

this is my partner crime to do my study task..since 1st semester..love you jewe!


this is my beybi..she has some similarity with me..she is the one that i always share my life..love you beyb..

she is my partner crime to do something crazy..she is awesome and good person who can make my mood stay good..she is the one that i always share my story life too..and sometimes,when she get bored, it can make me bored too..hihi..it looks like have a special spirit between us..love you mink..

nice...

i just want to say.."you're so nice..and you make me happy for a mommet that i spent with you..thank you...and i hope we'll meet again later..hihihi...SenCi is the memoriable place..and we spent the time in SenCi XXI...we watched a thriller movie..hmm..that's really good moment..wish that we can repeat that moment again..hihi..

the proof of my happiness the day..hihihi

11 years

ingatkah kalian tentang tragedi 12 mei 1998?
ya..seketika pasti teringat langsung tragedi kerusuhan di indonesia pada saat itu, pembakaran tempat2 comercial milik non pribumi, penjarahan, kerusuhan antar masa (mahasiswa termasuk kedalamnya) dengan aparat pada saat aksi memperjuangkan perubahan terhadap indonesia, dan yang paling masih terngiang di dalam pikiran kita adalah..terbunuhnya 4 orang mahasiswa Trisakti pda saat memperjuangkan perubahan indonesia pada saat itu. mereka adalah Hafidin Royan, Elang Mulyana Lesmana, Hery Hartanto, dan Hendryawansi.


11 tahun sudah kasus ini belalu, sudah 11 taun juga kasus ini belum menemukan titik terang dalam penuntasannya..kapankah kasus ini menemukan titik terangnya?pernahkah "mereka" berfikir kalo mereka bukan Tuhan yang seenaknya mencaut nyawa orang seenaknya?pernahkah mereka berfikir kalo seandainya yang ada di dalam kuburan itu adalah anak kandung mereka?mereka tuli, mereka buta untuk menanggapi tragedi ini..mereka memandang sebelah mata..bahakn ada yang menganggap tragedi ini bukan pelanggaran HAM berat!!!mereka bener2 gak punya otak!mereka juga ga punya hati!!!


aksi kami yang selalu kami lakukan pada tanggal 12 mei bukanlah sebuah perayaan, tapi sebuah peringatan dan tuntutan yang seharusnya kalian dengar!!!!tapi knapa kalian terus diam!sampe kapan kita bisa menemukan titik terang dari ini semua?!
ayo kawan-kawan..jangan pernah lelah untuk terus mengingatkan orang2 tak berhati dan berotak itu untuk secepatnya mengusut tragedi ini!!angkat tangan kiri kalian!teriakan LAWAN!!!hidup MAHASISWA!hidup RAKYAT INDONESIA!!

this is my team..dekonstruksi..

love and reason!!

"to love someone, we don't need any reason at all!"
what do you think about that statements?!if that statements is intended to me, i will give an agreement for it!i really really agree about this statements..
my ex boyfriend (hmm...my memoriable ex boyfriend..really miss him suddenly)..has ever told me that statements when i asked him"why do you love me hun?"...
he answered "hmm..(he was quite and think..),i don't know..i think that i love you with no firt."
at first when i heard, i really really surprise, i thought that he didn'e realy love me..but when he explain his that statements, i began to understand why love don't need any reason..
he said "i really confuse if i had to answear why do i love you hun..because i think, LOVE DON'T REALLY NEED ANY REASON..if love need reason, and when the reason gone, love will be gone too..and i don't want to feel like that..i want love you what you are, with no reason..i want lo ve you because of you.."
it sound s so sweet..eventhough it has been a bullshit for me..but i really agree what did he say..LOVE is a thing that must be pure,,no reason include into it..and that words will be memoriable for me forever..
so,for your information boys,,please try to love "us" with no reason..try to leve with full of purity..because that is everlasting...that we want...

pilgrimage day!

hmm..so tired..
i've just got day trip to bandung, for this time that trip has destination to visit Reformation Patriot of Trisakti burial..which they are Elang Mulya Lesmana,Hafidin Royan,Hery Hartanto...
hmm..at first, we visited to Tanah Kusir, which is the Elang Mulya Lesmana and Hery Hartanto Burial..and then we went to bandung to visit Hafidin Royan burial, and we got some relaxing time at his house...hihi..and i've just arrived to my home at 11 pm...huhuw..so tired...
and today...i have a pilgrimage day full..it is just as a respection from us to them..(Patriot of Reformation)..i wish that your struggle can be continued by your young generation...amin...

$ 4,5

yeaaah..today i've run on to PASAR SENEN with my friends..hahaha..we just want to get some the most cheap vintage clothes or the other kind of it..and finally..i got one skirt and two cute pants...and of course the most important information that i've to say is i just spent my money for $ 4,5 .. hahaha..it means just Rp. 45000..hahah...
this is the first pant..

Shirt Lavinda, Skirt Pant unbranded (Pasar senen), shoes unbrended

unwell

"you've messed up my mental health, now i'm quite unwell!"-lilly allen:smile- that's songs lyric could be reflection for my condition last day...when i knew that you still can't put your love to me for certain..that just because of my past.. that's enough make me shock and quite frustation...my expectation was wrecked suddenly..hiks..so.now i begin to move back..forget all that fucking expectation... but why your sense always come when i tried to dump you boys,,, huwaaa,,,, sucks! you really really crumble my expectation!!!

finish my task!

aarrgghh...i spent all day with faber castle colour pencils, MOR liner,drawing pen,marker, and the others my stuff to finish my study case as the Architectural Desiging task..huwaa..so tired..

this is my stuff that i shared with in all day..

still have them

like in common, i spent my sat nite with my familly or my friend..i had dinner mith my sist @skydinning


- she's my sist",,actually she's my friend,but i've assumed her like my own sister..
- look at my chick in the pict above..i'm looks so chubby..


this is really fat meal that i ate tonight..hmm..chicken mozarela by Solaria recipe..