"my immortal"

hmm...last thursday my friend gave desy (my friend who had been just left by her love) a song,that song is "my immortal" by evanessence..and when i heard it for the first time,i like it immediately..it has a deep meaning in its lyrics.this lyrics almost represent how is my feeling at this time..heheheh..so,let's check this song out!

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I would give every breath from my chest
To give you all the things
That my mind couldn’t bear

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

Chorus:
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

I feel this song is describing the pain & loneliness of living with someone to whom you have given your heart & soul, whom you have loved & supported through their tough times but when you have needed them they have never been there for you..

note : this song i dedicate to my Dio.."you still have all of me dear..i'll always be there for you,to support you all the time with all of my love i have..":((