Selasa, 12 Mei 2009

11 years

ingatkah kalian tentang tragedi 12 mei 1998?
ya..seketika pasti teringat langsung tragedi kerusuhan di indonesia pada saat itu, pembakaran tempat2 comercial milik non pribumi, penjarahan, kerusuhan antar masa (mahasiswa termasuk kedalamnya) dengan aparat pada saat aksi memperjuangkan perubahan terhadap indonesia, dan yang paling masih terngiang di dalam pikiran kita adalah..terbunuhnya 4 orang mahasiswa Trisakti pda saat memperjuangkan perubahan indonesia pada saat itu. mereka adalah Hafidin Royan, Elang Mulyana Lesmana, Hery Hartanto, dan Hendryawansi.


11 tahun sudah kasus ini belalu, sudah 11 taun juga kasus ini belum menemukan titik terang dalam penuntasannya..kapankah kasus ini menemukan titik terangnya?pernahkah "mereka" berfikir kalo mereka bukan Tuhan yang seenaknya mencaut nyawa orang seenaknya?pernahkah mereka berfikir kalo seandainya yang ada di dalam kuburan itu adalah anak kandung mereka?mereka tuli, mereka buta untuk menanggapi tragedi ini..mereka memandang sebelah mata..bahakn ada yang menganggap tragedi ini bukan pelanggaran HAM berat!!!mereka bener2 gak punya otak!mereka juga ga punya hati!!!


aksi kami yang selalu kami lakukan pada tanggal 12 mei bukanlah sebuah perayaan, tapi sebuah peringatan dan tuntutan yang seharusnya kalian dengar!!!!tapi knapa kalian terus diam!sampe kapan kita bisa menemukan titik terang dari ini semua?!
ayo kawan-kawan..jangan pernah lelah untuk terus mengingatkan orang2 tak berhati dan berotak itu untuk secepatnya mengusut tragedi ini!!angkat tangan kiri kalian!teriakan LAWAN!!!hidup MAHASISWA!hidup RAKYAT INDONESIA!!


this is my team..dekonstruksi..

Minggu, 10 Mei 2009

love and reason!!

"to love someone, we don't need any reason at all!"
what do you think about that statements?!if that statements is intended to me, i will give an agreement for it!i really really agree about this statements..
my ex boyfriend (hmm...my memoriable ex boyfriend..really miss him suddenly)..has ever told me that statements when i asked him"why do you love me hun?"...
he answered "hmm..(he was quite and think..),i don't know..i think that i love you with no firt."
at first when i heard, i really really surprise, i thought that he didn'e realy love me..but when he explain his that statements, i began to understand why love don't need any reason..
he said "i really confuse if i had to answear why do i love you hun..because i think, LOVE DON'T REALLY NEED ANY REASON..if love need reason, and when the reason gone, love will be gone too..and i don't want to feel like that..i want love you what you are, with no reason..i want lo ve you because of you.."
it sound s so sweet..eventhough it has been a bullshit for me..but i really agree what did he say..LOVE is a thing that must be pure,,no reason include into it..and that words will be memoriable for me forever..
so,for your information boys,,please try to love "us" with no reason..try to leve with full of purity..because that is everlasting...that we want...

pilgrimage day!

hmm..so tired..
i've just got day trip to bandung, for this time that trip has destination to visit Reformation Patriot of Trisakti burial..which they are Elang Mulya Lesmana,Hafidin Royan,Hery Hartanto...
hmm..at first, we visited to Tanah Kusir, which is the Elang Mulya Lesmana and Hery Hartanto Burial..and then we went to bandung to visit Hafidin Royan burial, and we got some relaxing time at his house...hihi..and i've just arrived to my home at 11 pm...huhuw..so tired...
and today...i have a pilgrimage day full..it is just as a respection from us to them..(Patriot of Reformation)..i wish that your struggle can be continued by your young generation...amin...

Jumat, 08 Mei 2009

$ 4,5

yeaaah..today i've run on to PASAR SENEN with my friends..hahaha..we just want to get some the most cheap vintage clothes or the other kind of it..and finally..i got one skirt and two cute pants...and of course the most important information that i've to say is i just spent my money for $ 4,5 .. hahaha..it means just Rp. 45000..hahah...
this is the first pant..

Shirt Lavinda, Skirt Pant unbranded (Pasar senen), shoes unbrended

Rabu, 06 Mei 2009

unwell

"you've messed up my mental health, now i'm quite unwell!"-lilly allen:smile- that's songs lyric could be reflection for my condition last day...when i knew that you still can't put your love to me for certain..that just because of my past.. that's enough make me shock and quite frustation...my expectation was wrecked suddenly..hiks..so.now i begin to move back..forget all that fucking expectation... but why your sense always come when i tried to dump you boys,,, huwaaa,,,, sucks! you really really crumble my expectation!!!

Minggu, 03 Mei 2009

finish my task!

aarrgghh...i spent all day with faber castle colour pencils, MOR liner,drawing pen,marker, and the others my stuff to finish my study case as the Architectural Desiging task..huwaa..so tired..

this is my stuff that i shared with in all day..

Sabtu, 02 Mei 2009

still have them

like in common, i spent my sat nite with my familly or my friend..i had dinner mith my sist @skydinning


- she's my sist",,actually she's my friend,but i've assumed her like my own sister..
- look at my chick in the pict above..i'm looks so chubby..


this is really fat meal that i ate tonight..hmm..chicken mozarela by Solaria recipe..