love and reason!!

"to love someone, we don't need any reason at all!"
what do you think about that statements?!if that statements is intended to me, i will give an agreement for it!i really really agree about this statements..
my ex boyfriend (hmm...my memoriable ex boyfriend..really miss him suddenly)..has ever told me that statements when i asked him"why do you love me hun?"...
he answered "hmm..(he was quite and think..),i don't know..i think that i love you with no firt."
at first when i heard, i really really surprise, i thought that he didn'e realy love me..but when he explain his that statements, i began to understand why love don't need any reason..
he said "i really confuse if i had to answear why do i love you hun..because i think, LOVE DON'T REALLY NEED ANY REASON..if love need reason, and when the reason gone, love will be gone too..and i don't want to feel like that..i want love you what you are, with no reason..i want lo ve you because of you.."
it sound s so sweet..eventhough it has been a bullshit for me..but i really agree what did he say..LOVE is a thing that must be pure,,no reason include into it..and that words will be memoriable for me forever..
so,for your information boys,,please try to love "us" with no reason..try to leve with full of purity..because that is everlasting...that we want...

pilgrimage day!

hmm..so tired..
i've just got day trip to bandung, for this time that trip has destination to visit Reformation Patriot of Trisakti burial..which they are Elang Mulya Lesmana,Hafidin Royan,Hery Hartanto...
hmm..at first, we visited to Tanah Kusir, which is the Elang Mulya Lesmana and Hery Hartanto Burial..and then we went to bandung to visit Hafidin Royan burial, and we got some relaxing time at his house...hihi..and i've just arrived to my home at 11 pm...huhuw..so tired...
and today...i have a pilgrimage day full..it is just as a respection from us to them..(Patriot of Reformation)..i wish that your struggle can be continued by your young generation...amin...

$ 4,5

yeaaah..today i've run on to PASAR SENEN with my friends..hahaha..we just want to get some the most cheap vintage clothes or the other kind of it..and finally..i got one skirt and two cute pants...and of course the most important information that i've to say is i just spent my money for $ 4,5 .. hahaha..it means just Rp. 45000..hahah...
this is the first pant..

Shirt Lavinda, Skirt Pant unbranded (Pasar senen), shoes unbrended

unwell

"you've messed up my mental health, now i'm quite unwell!"-lilly allen:smile- that's songs lyric could be reflection for my condition last day...when i knew that you still can't put your love to me for certain..that just because of my past.. that's enough make me shock and quite frustation...my expectation was wrecked suddenly..hiks..so.now i begin to move back..forget all that fucking expectation... but why your sense always come when i tried to dump you boys,,, huwaaa,,,, sucks! you really really crumble my expectation!!!

finish my task!

aarrgghh...i spent all day with faber castle colour pencils, MOR liner,drawing pen,marker, and the others my stuff to finish my study case as the Architectural Desiging task..huwaa..so tired..

this is my stuff that i shared with in all day..

still have them

like in common, i spent my sat nite with my familly or my friend..i had dinner mith my sist @skydinning


- she's my sist",,actually she's my friend,but i've assumed her like my own sister..
- look at my chick in the pict above..i'm looks so chubby..


this is really fat meal that i ate tonight..hmm..chicken mozarela by Solaria recipe..

"moving back"

your figure is out of my mind..
sometimes you seems like to be so nice to me..
but you seems like to be cold in uncommon times..
you make me to get a war in my mind and heart..
and i wonder, is he really love me or not..?
you always do like that,,
you always make me to get frustration of that cause..
now..maybe i choose and take this way..
wish that this way is the best that i choosed
i'll move back..
try to never wish his love come to fill my empty place in my heart..
but..honesty,i still doubt for it...
is this really the best way?
do i have to move back??